I feel most accepted whenever i am with my friends. They support me and help me thoughout my life. I would be nothing without my friends. The feeling of acceptance is a fantastic one. It raises your esteem. I feel unconquerable when i'm with those few select people.

What i love most about birthdays is waking up and realizing that you have spent that many years on this earth. You can think back and remember everything that made you who you are. I'm not a big fan of birthdays but on that day i really do feel accomplished. My parents long ago gave up giving extravagent gifts so, for me it never really was about the presents. I think that the best two things are the accomplished feeling and the positive attention you get. Its nice to feel loved and on birthdays people seem to get a double dose of it, so its nice. plus the birthdays cakes aren't half bad ;).

understanding. about understanding people and why they do things. i think that in todays world there isn't enough comprehension of other peoples feelings, so i think having a film about why people do things and and what their feelings are is a good idea.

I'm searching for my place in this world. i want to know my future and how other people will play in it. I want to see myself be useful to this world. I'm also searching for the meaning to why i'm here at this age rather than in a different age (1700, 1800, etc). Is there a purpose to my life, that sort of thing.

I've actually been thinking about kids. Although it will probably be a while until i have any, i'm wondering if i really want them. The responsiblity is huge. I lot of the times they grow up to hate you. i just don't think i can deal with that. not to mention about how the world is over populated as it is. I just don't want to have children and regret it later. It would be fun to dress them up and make them cute, but what if they cry all the time or turn out really selfish or bratty. Some of the most snobbish people today have grown up in a loving home. i'm starting to think that love isn't enough. i know that with my parents they try their best but i still end up saying i hate them at least once a week and i find it hard to think of my child doing it to me. maybe it would be better if i just never had kids or if i have to, then adopt.

A world where kids can go to school and be safe. Where knowledge is acknowledged before status and everyone is treated with the SAME respect. i want this worl to be restored it's original beauty. Most of all i want to live in a peaceful world with no wars and politics.